And then after a few minutes, that worry eases and I am back to reading, thinking, teaching, and, yes, blogging!
The lack of "depth" is a tradeoff that I systematically made in order to do what I do. Expertise on the dreaded question of angels dancing on a pin has not ever fascinated me.
Such an approach makes me appreciate life and understand the world. Like when I read this essay in The New Yorker on how most rural communities in America stagnate, while a handful survive and prosper.
A wonderful essay all by itself, in which the author writes:
In his 1970 book, “Exit, Voice, and Loyalty,” the economist Albert O. Hirschman described different ways of expressing discontent. You can exit—stop buying a product, leave town. Or you can use voice—complain to the manufacturer, stay and try to change the place you live in. The easier it is to exit, the less likely it is that a problem will be fixed.I know what the author is writing about. In fact, you, dear reader, also know that I know; remember this post of mine in which I paid tribute to Hirschman? In that post, I wrote that they don't make thinkers like Hirschman anymore? And how Exit, Voice, and Loyalty is one of the few books that I bought and retain? Hirschman's intellect though was a mile-wide and a mile-deep!
Back to the New Yorker essay:
Americans, Hirschman wrote, have always preferred “the neatness of exit over the messiness and heartbreak of voice.” Discontented Europeans staged revolutions; Americans moved on. “The curious conformism of Americans, noted by observers ever since Tocqueville, may also be explained in this fashion,” he continued. “Why raise your voice in contradiction and get yourself into trouble as long as you can always remove yourself entirely from any given environment should it become too unpleasant?”